Nerves of Steel?

Nerves.

They have medicines for nerves that make you anxious.  Trust me, I'm friends with several of those.  Today I could use a personal phamacist to come sit with me.  The nerves are pushing it.

They have meds for that pesky sciatic nerve in my back.  Even after surgery, it still rears its ugly, pointy head.  Unfortunately, the only meds that fix that require me to pass out and deal with wacky dreams instead.  But I'm all out of those lovelies.

So here I am today, laying around at my folks' house, chickens running outside.  My brain is fully engulfed in flames...worry and "what ifs" licking at my nerves.  Anger and resentment are trying me.  There are so many things to be concerned about.

The ex just got his second apartment since he moved away and I'm still living in our old house, with the kids, trying to sell it.  Oh the nerve!  That one has me seeing red today.

But, amongst all the red, and the flames and the nerves, I know it will all be ok.  The days keep moving, my back keeps healing and the battery in the camera is fully charged.  No matter what happens, no matter how wildly my nerves fly, everything will be okay. 

Nerves and all. :)